My parents keep getting annoyed at me bc if i ate “regularly and healthy all the time, everyday,” then i wouldn’t always be sick ugh they just don’t understand sigh

I saw my psychiatrist today 

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My eating disorder is ~worrying~ my family

(sorry if this is triggering, I just need to let it out)

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I haven’t counted the calories in anything I’ve eaten today, I’ve had breakfast, lunch, a snack and now I’m waiting on dinner.

I feel okay

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I’m not going to fast today. I’m going to have a healthy breakfast (and probably lunch)

I’m a failure

I’m overcome with negative emotions and disordered thoughts sigh

I just want to eat food without hating myself

(Source: lustingforchocolate)

I’m really lightheaded and I feel so weak. I haven’t stopped shaking for a few hours and I’m having heart palpitations

So exhausted

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(Source: lustingforchocolate)

Not sure if I should start posting my intake???

I’m actually so hungry but I don’t think I’ll be able to keep anything down

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Neko