Dean and Jo will forever be my otp omg
Really need advice ((normally I’d go to my bff but I can’t bc drama and I feel like she hates me and I don’t wanna annoy her so I won’t talk to her bc I just cause problems and her family hates me)) bc I’m really stuck on something rn and I’ve no idea what to do
To the anon who sent me the message in a pitiful attempt to get info, I’m not fucking google or a doctor. If you tried to trigger me, you failed.
ps you’re a complete asshole and I hope you get some sense into you
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my mood has lifted just that tiny bit so i’m self-caring by watching my neighbour totoro and eating satay chicken
Anonymous asked: has anyone ever made a fansign thing for you? or like an appreciation post? there should be like a blog where ppls can submit nice things about people, like the FB compliments pages
no. why would they????? remember, i’m ~*worthless*~ and don’t deserve it
there is. it’s called bwcompliments. i think it’s a great idea, really sweet and fab. but there are so many people on tumblr who never get mentioned on there so i guess it could sting a bit when you’re reading through all the compliments and there’s not a single one about you, when there’s like 5 or 6 about another person ((not that i would know how that feels hAHAHAHA))
I had a bit of a ~meltdown~ this evening and I was really suicidal then I took painkillers bc sore back and I was mellow
Idek what I’m feeling now??? low??? normal??? suicidal???????
W/e I hate everyone and I plan to spend the entire day tomorrow in bed bc ~exhausted~